Тимонов Кирилл

03 Фото Тимонов К.В.Меня зовут Кирилл Тимонов. Родился я незадолго до распада Советского Союза – в 1986 году. Родной сибирский город и его щедрые сельские окрестности долгие годы воспитывали меня со всей своей истовой суровостью и нелепой простотой. По образованию я – юрист (стипендиат мэрии). Семейно-бытовой статус обычный для моего возраста: супруга, старшая дочь, младшая дочь, откормленный уличный кот и глухая кошка из приюта. Все мое существо тяготеет к слову. Русскому слову. Во всей его красоте и изощренной магической силе. Заниматься написанием литературно-художественных текстов я начал в середине 2008 года, когда окончил юридический факультет и выпал в реальную жизнь. Летом 2009 года стал победителем конкурса рассказов и призером поэтического конкурса местного значения. В ноябре 2009 года был признан победителем I ежегодного городского конкурса «Таланты нашего города» в номинации «Искусство русской речи» (конкурс был организован при официальной поддержке Департамента образования, культуры, спорта и молодежной политики при мэрии г.Новосибирска, Департамента культуры при Администрации НСО и приурочен к году молодежи в России). Затем, в 2010 году, было несколько публикаций (Повесть «Шкура» // Литературный альманах «Край городов», том 54, Спб., 2010; Подборка рассказов // Интернет-журнал «Подорожник», осенний номер, 2010; Рассказ «Из жизни в жизнь» // Международный художественно-публицистический журнал «ЛитБаш», №35, Нью-Йорк, 2010; Подборка рассказов // Литературно-художественный и общественно-политический журнал «Дарьял», №6, Владикавказ, 2010; Подборка миниатюр // Международный художественно-публицистический журнал «Русская литература», №36, Нью-Йорк, 2010).


From life to life

The light... Birth... Fear. Blood. Creek. Unknown. Mother... Father... Happiness. Forward? No. Wait a minute. Poverty. Miser. There are... Drink... I want to live... The world... forever! Stop. Bed. Plate. Songs. Smiles. Ceiling. Semidarkness. Voltage mess... My Cry... Again... Fear. Crying. Mom. Hugs. Love? Yes... I remember? No... People. Face. Smiles. Of course... the Kid. Pink. Beautiful. Smiles. Love. Cry... Do... Drink... I want to... Get up. Step... No. Wait. Grow up. Two year... Trying? Of Course. Effort... I got up. Step... Where? Forward! Turned... step... More... hard. Help! Fell. Tears. Failure. Weakness. Impotence. Fear. Helplessness... Summer. Entrance. Stink. Stench. People. Lies. Breathing? Yes... the porch. Mom... Sun Bears. Trees. Greens. Freshness! Plenty of room!... I can fly? No. It'S Hot. A Little. Let's go. Where... Amazing... Where... What... Sea? Strange. Many water... Sand Pebbles. Waves. I sit. I feel... absorbed. Enjoy. World... forever!... Little Fingers. Strange. Sand... Tiny. Large trees... The immense sky. Dad... Big. I am... a little. Stand up. Run! Go... Slowly... Okay. Tired. Fell. Escape. Then. Then... Home. Sleep. Bed. Lie. Think. Happy... Little Man... Year Two. Grown. Winter. Public Holiday. People. There are many... Smiling. Look. Speak. Scary. Scary... Table. Plates. Glasses. The Guests. Toast. Faces... drunk. Gone... They called. Come. Poetry? Thank you... irritation. Rarely... Finished. Satisfied. Dispersed. Public Holiday? Everything. Over. Sleep. Parents. Cussing. I hear... Scary... thoughtless... blindness... Selfishness... Foolishness... Why? Simply. Life... I'm afraid... to live. Sleep. Escape... Hidden inside. Hide. Squint... Harder to sleep. Get Over. Two year... Morning. Autumn. Go? No. Bonk. Yes... Where? School? Strange. Heard. Why? To learn? How to... Home... Fear irreparable. Unknown. Hopelessness. Crowd. Flowers. Bows. Outfits. Backpacks. Small. Large. Multicolored. Interesting... I'm going. Go. Class. People. Small. Afraid. I'M Afraid. Notebook. Handle. I write. Aunt. Glasses. Smile. Five. Five? Misunderstanding. Scary? No. Strange... Day. Lessons. House. I sit. Letters infer... Tired... Quatrain... Many... tired. Take rest. Sleep? Already? Live! Live! No. Sleep. Morning. The Climb. Breakfast. Tea. Porridge. Is It Tasty. Bread. Fragrant. Cheese. Like. Surf. It is time? Again? School... a long time... Eleven Days? No. Year Old. Punishment? The verdict? No. Necessary. All. Each. Go. One. Backpack... Books... Notebooks. Learn. Do. Grow. Growing up... Hurry... I want to... Then... Freedom. School. Corridor. Class. People sit... See... the party. Notebook. I sit. Listen. Answer. Five. Fed Up. Boring. Nonsense. Ask. Answer. Five. Again? Why... It's nice. Home. Lessons. Sleep. Sleep. Summer. Earth... The sky... the sun... well... Hand. Mother... Rise. Breakfast. Tea. Porridge. Sandwich. Thoughtlessly. Fell asleep. Forgotten. Algorithm... How long? Yes I Am. No! Go. Go. Again. School. Class. People. Two year... ask. Answer. Four? How Come? Mistaken. Okay... strange. Friends. First. Conversations. Laughter. That's interesting. Walk. School? Miss! I agree. Okay! I want ice cream... Money? No. Get... Ask... Evening. Home. Hard. Blog... Daddy... Four? How Come? Five! Try. Okay. Indifferent. Five... Four... bored. Live! I want to! I want to! No. Sleep. I go to. Sleep. Winter. Snow. Flakes. Beauty. Catch... Melts. Here! Snowflake... Other... Third... Different! Surprise. Joy. Good Habit... School... slipped. Fell... It hurts... pass. Class. People. Indifference. Ask. Answer. Three. Indifferent. Home. Three?! Bonk. Excuse me... sleep. Tears. How Come? After all... I... Little... thoughtless. Morning. Terrible pain... Leg Creek. Crying. Stretching. Hospital. Doctor. Helplessness. Thanks... Home. Again... sleep! Malaise. Temperature. Shivering... sick? Yes I Am. Okay. Jam. Tea. Mom... School? Forget It. Week. Second. Healthy. Forward. Algorithm. Again. Tired... snip... Live! I want to! Live! Learn. School. Year. Next. New. Look. Embarrassment. Laughter. Shut up! She... she... well... Behind. Heartbeat ... Excitement. Ardor. Strange... To turn? No... I'm afraid. Answer? Sorry... listen... Two? Why? No... Sigh... Love... You? Unknown. Home. Dream. Smile. Skipping. Scream... Laugh... Good! House. I go. Diary! Hold out. Two?! Following cuff... Look... Unfair Punishment... No! Unfair! Impotence. Sneezed. Lay. Read on... No. Lessons? Forget it... Dreamer... Chill... Snowstorm... Beauty. Fell asleep. Sleep. Run. Takes off. Easily. Naturally. Simply. Well... Clock. Again... Why... Stop... Time... Mercilessly. Climb. Mirror. Fu! Mug... ugly. Unnecessary. Lonely. Breakfast. Tea. Sandwich. Tasteless. Fed Up. School... Again... People. Face. Face... She... Smile... Excitement... Again. Live. Breathe. I'M Afraid. Turn? Then... After... Call. I went. Say... smile. Embarrassment. I'm sorry... I agree... After... Run... Home. Hide. Escape. Disappear. Wait a minute. Do you agree? Strange... I... I am happy. Beeps. Again. Said... worry... No. Go ahead. Walk? Okay. Meeting. Dream... Miracle! Taste for the first time... This Genuine... Exactly. Life. Ice Cream? Okay. Trifle... strumming... buy. Is It Tasty. Walk. Evening. I'm sorry... It's time... Well... Farewell. Home. Returned?! Engaged! Okay... I'm going... I sit... Book... Book. Handle. Thoughts... Away. Spreads... Sigh. Sadness. Resentment. Anger. Tears... sleep. Cell... Zoo Animal... Morning. Two year... poured learn. Five. Three. Four. Ask the same... Answer. Sometimes. Indifferent. Fed Up. People. Hypocrisy. Subtlety. Greed. Sycophancy. Fear. Power. Swearing. Laughter... the Word. I? Anger. Kick. The answer? Power! Clearly... Respect. Callousness. Hypocrisy. Fear. Tired... Love... Love... I can... Who? Hopelessness. Call. The Latter. Freedom? No. Learn. Again? No... not! Books... Books... Books... Alien. Miser. Silence... I doubt it... Where to go? Unknown. Strange. Scary... live... Why? Quit... Suicide? Option... Ugh! Brad! Weakness. Despondency. House. Public Holiday. Fun. Smiles. Conversations. Gifts. Nice... Morning. Oblivion... Cat. Warm... Good... purrs. Adults. Meeting people. Thinking... the universe. Planet. People. The Work. Study... Why? It is important? Need? Make sense? Confusing... forget it. I study. Two year... Step. More... tired. Quit? Silly. Go. Strive for. Values. Principles. Rod... Man. Costume. Normal. Face. Average. Look. Alive. Thought. Strange... Diploma. Champagne... The past... I remember... Sweet... gone. Forward! Yes I Am. Work... Like it? No. Indifferent. Money. Vacation. House. Sofa. Entertainment. Meeting... Woman... Woman... spark... Flames... I love? Probably... Quickly... Need. It's time. Age. Wedding. Dress. Smiles. Balls. Festive. Beautifully. Close relatives... All Comrades. Everything. Morning. Breakfast. Coffee. Sandwich. Farewell... labor. The Work. Lunch Time. Salary. Nice... Rest house. Bed. Sleep... Black... Emptiness... Clock. Week. Other. Third. Again... why... I must. Breakfast. Road. Habit. Quit? Scary. Unknown. Hopelessness. Run? Disease... Cold... Bed. Temperature. Jam? Mom? No... Step. More... Tired... lay down. Sleep... Decade... Children... Diary. Bonk. Tears. Satisfaction. Punishment. Deserved! Sleep. No! Adults. Old... Run away... Hide to hide... No. Weakness. Attack... the first time... Scary... Forget... Forward. Where? There. Principles. Views. Callousness. Enslaving. Inconvenienced... Tired... Live! I want to! Live! Come on... Morning. Breakfast. Sandwich. Tea. Tasteless... Whisper. Hypocrisy. Hoax. No. Thank you... Family. Children. Grow up. I'm getting old. Pain... Youth... Sigh... Fear... Crying... Midnight. Years. Plentifully... Status. Dust... Force? No... Look... poor... Body collapses. money...! Thoughts... Boy. Tired. Mirror. Wrinkles... ugly... aging... I... God! Strange... Who? God? Smile. Malice. Loneliness. Camera... Photo Album. Watch. flipping. Again. Small. Baby. Smile. Falsehood? No. Heartbeat. Sincerity. Tear... time... time... miss... forgotten... fell asleep... I tried. Fought. Worn... Blood Sweat Tears... was. Love? I remember. Wonderfully... Years... I'm sorry... Gone... irreversible. Greatness. The fate. Destiny. Absolute. Beauty. Universe... Screaming! Shred... Bite... impulsively. Childish. Wow... Cough. Shroud. Weakness. Hysterical. Wait a minute! Life! Wait a minute! Mistaken. I agree. Chance! No? Sorry... Gone... gone... Vulgarity. I look. Grayness. Miser. Tone on tone. Nonsense... Boring. Morning. Evening. Night... Anew... Clock. Morning. Lunch Time. Plate. Hunger. Minutes. Satiety. Heartburn. The Work. Evening. Sit. Rest. Insomnia... Tablet?... Need to sleep... again... cycle... Monotony... People... Persons... Hundreds of... Childhood! Where is... gone... I love you... Bath. Water. Heat. Sleep... Forever... Stop! Fight! Go! Forward? Yes I Do! Step. More... It's hard... I'm tired... Health... Rag! Forward! Step. More... Next... I will go... I'm tired... Again. Enough! Relax. Okay. Purpose... People.... By. Emotions... fake. Passion... blown. Dream? Impossible... just... gone... the past... The future? Forget It. Crying. Creek. Emptiness. Sleep? Come to your senses! Earth. Dust. Water. Thunder. Run... away... Fly Upwards... Bury... Deep inside... Reflections. Theory. Reasoning. Axioms... Wanderers. Soul... Strange... dragged. Junk. Bog. Stunting. Satellites. Friends... everyone. No? Right. Come on! Strive! Where? Inland... away... up... Dream... Love.... Laugh... helps... Empathy is torn... Sigh. Fear. Mother? Tear... sneezed. The Way. Trail. Staircase... Tunnel ahead...? Light. Early. Live. Unknown... Forget it. Live. Please! Home. First... Son... I'm sorry... Hug. Press... pushed... Scared... Rarity... Strangers Strangers... Almost. Blog? Five? Deuce? Ashes! Dust!... Worthlessness. Illusory nature... Principles. Tradition. Viciousness... Helpless... Fear. Tearing! Pray... Atonement. Enrage. What? Blurred... Personality. Split. Schizophrenia. No. Thank you... Thoughts... Bullets shot on the spot... Life... She passed... Sigh... I slept... Years. One. Two. Ten. The old man. Bearded. White or gray. Solid. Strange. Cough. Stink. People. Face. Dislike. Surprised? No. Non-small. No pink. Not-beautiful. Glumly. Angrily. Half-empty. Walk? Another crutch... I'm trying to... Step... More... fell... It hurts... Weakness... Crying. Old. Unnecessary. Wreck. There Is. Drink... I want to get up. Step... No. Wait. Stroke... Thunder... Sleep... Arrogance... Flattery... People. Stir... One stood up. Loner. Loneliness... Cough. Pain... woefully. Scary. Stress... Dry. Nervousness. Stress... Bad... Okay? Bad! I lie... I dream... Eh... Sigh. Grandson... Confusion. People. Small. Man... I want to live... a little... little boy. Smile. Happiness. Love... stand up... Turn around... is powerless to get. Summer. The sun. Childhood... Barefoot... Far... forget... Cough. Tear... Heartbeat... Bad... Bad... Breathe. Exhalation. Breath. Breathe in... Breathe out... Last... Scary... swam... failure... Goodbye... Fear. Darkness. Death... Death... Death... The End? No... Light...

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